My eyes are red and it’s sagging. I need to be alive now. Wake up now Farah, you can do this.
Surrounding Chagrins.
In the midst of this dead of night, I should be on the kip. Already. Since I am having school afterward.
Counting the sheep, did not really balm me to catch my forty winks. So, I tried counting the atomic purple outlined dots while locking my eyes real tightly. As I count and count, I become conscious that I was getting bored rather than hypnotic. And so I was, I am on the qui vive. I feel like dying tonight.
Shenanigans done.
My holidays were gorgeous. Lots of shits done, and no bitterness had been made. I miss every second of my time with you, both Dinesh and Leesa. I love you guys mega mega much.
:’)
I pie in the sky, of myself, to sink, in the central of a meadow, unearth myself beneath the golden sun, with the breeze whistling and the sounds of birds flight, silence with the exclusion resonance of nature. Zillion of sunflowers, filled the green field. Only sunflowers and me. And you.
With our face and hair covered with granules of the sunflowers pollen. You’re wearing your heavenly smile, your big black round eyes, topless, and a few fragments of sticky yellow pollen on your chest, and you’re in a pair of dungarees. Myself, maybe in a mild and plain white dress, but covered with pollens, and maybe dirt. Giving ourselves a break, but still, together.
I’ve been boning up Biology and I did some fact-finding on wikipedia on multitude stuff about blood, and it’s fucking fun. Get high on every bit of everything I’ve learned, but that’s what’s I’ve been doing for the past SIX hours without moving on to Chapter 2
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Not forgetting I haven’t even read sejarah. Looks like I’m on guard tonight.
Can’t wait till Friday ! I might be going to Penang alone, with my brother, to see datuk and nenek. We’re the sweetest grandchildren they’ll ever have. Ngee :3 Farissa’s will not be tailgating us, so she sucks. I’m gonna learn how to drive in Penang. Hell yeah. It can’t sit tight any longer now.
