(via arrears)
Bliss
Dawdle the whole day with my boyfriend. I can’t believe I’m still having jellyfish after hundred days toghether ♥
My little demon,
Najmi bought me a cat. A few weeks ago. I fucking love my cat :3 Cause my cat is the most ambrosial thing in the whole wide entire world, galaxy, milky way, infinity and beyond. My cat wears red nail polish. My cat smells like baby powder. Sometimes, My cat is hella adorable and the gedik-est thing <3 I love you Naeoki Tzi
It was a morbid Monday morning. It was 8.00 a.m, the rain was cascading heavily and the sun did not shone. He would usually bestir me in the morning, at times like this, I reach for my cell phone and then set it down because all there is was just a picture of me and him on the phone screen. I give a sigh and whisper softly to myself, “He’s gone,” If I could go back to sleep, I definitely would, I’d hibernate for the rest of my life if I could, but it’s impossible for me to go back to sleep, though I used to be a Rip Van Winkle, a very very heavy sleeper. I was laying on my bed, all covered up by a whooper quilt, I was breathing calmly but inside I was Delphic. Counting the 36 black paper stars that were sticking on my ceiling above me. Not like I was uncertain. I tried to keep myself amused, baffle myself from letting ‘him’ to dwell in my mind.
It’s the bizarre feeling when you’re gone that I can’t stand. You’re nail down in my mind now. Everything was utopian when you were away, but ever since you came back. It’s the worst act of god. But now, you’re away again. I’m feeling like an inorganic. But I am content, so fuck off you go.
Avenge.
I am not the type who let bygones be bygones. Now darling, there’s no sidestepping from me. I will electrocute, struggle, rip and split the shit out of you, lazily, slowly, leisurely and gently. Though you did not hurt me much, I will promise to let you in agonize.
You should earn everything that’s about to come, nobody stick their nose with Farah.
